SEX BENEDICT

MR STARSTRUCK A CROSS BETWEEN CLOONEY AND GERE DELIVERED MY EGGS BENEDICT FROM ROOM SERVICE.

I BENT DOWN TO GET A CASH TIP FROM MY PURSE AND FELT TWO STRONG HANDS ON MY HIPS AND A TONED BODY AGAINST MINE, HIS HANDS BEGAN TO TRAVEL REACHING AND STROKING ME EVERYWHERE THEY COULD,  BRINGING ME TO A FULL ORGASM!

I TURNED TO RECIPROCATE AND BEGAN TO REMOVE MR STARSTRUCK’S PANTS HE SAID WITH AN ACCENT NO I WANT TO BE INSIDE OF YOU !  WE KISSED AND CARESSED ONE ANOTHER FINDING A COMFORTABLE POSITION ON THE BED, HE REACHED FOR THE BIBLE DRAWER AND PULLED OUT A CONDOM, I THOUGHT OH MY GOD HE PLANS THIS ? BUT AT THAT POINT I DIDN’T CARE!

HE ASKED MY NAME AND I SAID NO NAMES HE SAID WHAT I SAID NO NAMES, WE MOVED FORWARD REACHING A SYNCHRONISTIC CLIMAX, THEN THERE WAS SILENCE !

SILENCE IS GOOD AFTER HOT SEX IT GIVES YOU A CHANCE TO TAKE IT ALL IN ! 

 NO PUN INTENDED !

 

MEN NECESSARY?

I REALIZED TODAY THAT THE REASON MEN ARE SO WILLING TO CHEAT, EXCEPTS SECONDS, AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO EMOTIONAL CONNECTION WITH A WOMAN IS BECAUSE OF THEIR NEED TO FEEL NECESSARY.

I AM NOT SAYING I HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER, FAR FROM IT ! BUT AT LEAST WOMEN ARE WILLING TO LOOK AT THEIR ISSUES WHILE MOST MEN SAY THEY HAVE NO ISSUES AT ALL !

 

MENDAY MANHUNT !

I REALLY WANT TO CHEAT TODAY, I MUST FIND MY CONQUEST BETWEEN 12 & 2 OR I WILL HAVE TO WAIT TILL  TOMORROW.. I WILL HEAD TO A FEW  SPOTS, FIND A STRANGER AND TAKE IT FROM THERE ? THE TRAIN STATION IS ALWAYS EASY BUT IT IS HARD TO GET IN AND OUT OFF (NO PUN) INTENDED! 

LAST NIGHT I DREAMT ABOUT A MAN I SLEPT WITH TWO MONTHS AGO, I RARELY DO THAT, I AM WONDERING IF SOME CRACKS ARE BEGINNING TO OCCUR IN MY ARMOR.

GOT MY RED HOT HEELS ON ! LETS GET EM GIRLS !

CIAO!

 

WEEKENDS BORE ME ! YOU?

DONT GET ME WRONG I HAVE GRATITUDE FOR FRIENDS AND FAMILY BUT I JUST FEEL CONTAINED. DURING THE WEEK I WORK MY BUTT OFF (NO PUN INTENDED) AND MY FAMILY IS NOT OUTWARDLY AFFECTED BY MY CHEATING.

WHEN I THINK BACK ON THIS WEEK AND THE FACT THAT I BROKE MY RULE AND CHEATED WITH THE SAME GUY NUMEROUS TIMES IN A ROW, I WONDER WHAT CAUSED THE WALLS TO COME DOWN SO THAT I ALLOWED SOMEONE TO GET CLOSE TO ME ON AN EMOTIONAL/INTELLECTUAL LEVEL, AFTER ALL THAT IS MY HUSBANDS JOB AND QUITE FRANKLY HE LIKES IT ! AND MAKE NO MISTAKE I DO PUT OUT! (HE WOULD PROBABLY CHEAT IF I DIDNT LOL..)  I BELIEVE I CHEAT TO HAVE TOTAL CONTROL OVER HOW MEN HAVE ME, WANT ME AND NEED ME TO FEED THEIR INSATIABLE NEED TO CAPTURE, CATCH AND TAKE !

* I MISS MY HEELS, QUITE RISKY FOR WEEKEND WEAR, MY CHEATING MEANS HELL ON WHEELS TO SOME AGAINST ! FLATS ARE SAFER, HEELS GIVE ME THE FREEDOM I CRAVE !  

ONE HIT WONDERS ARE MY MANTRA !

 

I WILL NOT CHEAT!

I DONT WANT TO CHEAT TODAY, ONE I NEED A BREAK TWO GUILT IS SETTING IN, I DO FEEL GUILT THOUGH SOME MAY FEEL I DONT ! BUT WHEN THE IMPULSE TO CHEAT HITS ME IT HAPPENS, IMPULSE IS STRANGE IT IS EITHER TRIGGERED BY A MAN I FIND ATTRACTIVE OR LONG BEFORE THAT AND THEN I AM ON THE PROWL, LIVING A DOUBLE LIFE CAN BE DIFFICULT, LONELY, AND YES AT TIMES ABSOLUTELY EXHILIRATING!

LEFT HEELS AT HOME TODAY YES THE SHOES HAVE AN EFFECT FOR SOME REASON I NEVER CHEAT IN REEBOKS, FLIP FLOPS OR FLATS, WELL NOT YET ANYWAY!

 

cheating binge high risk !

I BROKE ALL THE RULES OF ANONIMITY THIS WEEK AND HAVE SLEPT WITH THE SAME GUY EVERY DAY FOR 5 DAYS.. I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF, HE DOES NOT KNOW ME AND I MAKE ALL ARRANGEMENTS TO ENSURE I HAVE CONTROL. 

THE FIRST TIME WE MET WE WERE IN LINE AT STARBUCKS I ORDERED MY COFFEE AND WAITED AS HE ORDERED HIS, WITH A TILT OF THE HEAD I DIRECTED HIM OUTSIDE AND GAVE HIM A NOTE  TELLING HIM WHERE AND WHEN TO MEET ME, HE SHOWED ! I WAS PREPARED AND THE SHOW BEGAN, HE UNDRESSED ME AS IF I WERE A PACKAGE AS THE TINGLES RAN UP MY SPINE, I FELT AS IF I WOULD ORGASM BUT WANTED TO WAIT FOR SOME REASON ? WE SHOWERED AND KISSED IN THE SHOWER, AGAIN AS HE SOAPED ME UP AND I SOAPED UP HIM I FELT AN ORGASM COMING ON, I KNEW I HAD TO ACT FAST BECAUSE THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT LIKES TO ORGASM IN SYNC, I SUGGESTED ENDING THE SHOWER AND WE MOVED TO THE VANITY COUNTER, HE LIFTED ME UP ONTO THE COLD MARBLE PUT ON A CONDOM AND THRUST INTO ME, OH MY GOD THE DAMN BROKE OPEN FOR BOTH OF US !  AND THEN CAME GOODBYE, I GOT HIS # AND CALLED THAT NIGHT TO ARRANGE ANOTHER MEETING PLACE THE NEXT DAY I AM ADDICTED TO SEX WITH THIS GUY, BUT THAT HAS HAPPENED BEFORE AND WHEN THE SPARKS ARE DONE I MOVE ON !

MORE TO COME ON THE NEXT 4 DAYS OF THIS CHEATING BINGE, I KNOW HIS NAME BUT HE DOES NOT KNOW MINE HE HAS ASKED BUT I REPLIED AS I DO TO EVERYONE NO NAME WILL BE GIVEN, IT SHOCKS ME THAT THEY ALL COOPERATE WITH MY CONTROL, PROTOCOL, ETC.. I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HIS LIFE EITHER NOR DO I WANT TOO..

P.S.YES I WAS WEARING HEELS THEY SEEM TO BE MY CALLING CARD AND WHEN I PUT THEM ON I AM ON THE PROWL, WHEN I DONT WEAR HEELS I AM NOT ! WELL SO FAR THAT SEEMS TO BE THE CASE ANYWAY !

 

HOT LUNCH!

**POST WARNING THIS IS GOING TO CONTAIN SOME STUFF YOU MAY NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT**

I WENT TO A NEW MEXICAN FOOD RESTAURANT FOR LUNCH TODAY, I AM GETTING LIMITED AS TO THE RESTAURANTS I CAN GO TO IN THE CITY WHERE I WORK, I HAVE SLEPT WITH AT LEAST ONE PERSON IN MOST OF THEM, SO IT IS EXCITING WHEN SOMETHING NEW POPS UP (NO PUN INTENDED)  THE WAITER EL CALIENTE “HOT” MY HUSBAND CALLED ME DURING LUNCH AND AS USUAL I PRETENDED TO BE ENGAGED IN THE CONVERSATION, IT IS EASY TO DO THINGS LIKE THAT INCLUDING CHEATING ON HIM BECAUSE  HE THINKS HE IS MY ONE AND ONLY, WELL HE IS MY ONE AND ONLY HUSBAND, BUT NOT MY ONE AND ONLY LOVER !

IT HAS BEEN A FEW WEEKS SINCE A FLING WITH A WAITER, IT ONLY TAKES A GLANCE, A GOOD TIP & A NOTE TELLING HIM WHERE TO BE AND WHEN!  TODAY IT WAS THE FAMILY RESTROOM IN THE MALL.

AS THE DOOR CLOSED BEHIND US, I REMEMBER THINKING WELL HERE GOES ANOTHER PAIR OF PANTY HOSE AS THEY WERE RIPPED OFF OF MY BODY, KISSING IS NOT A BIG PART OF CHEATING IN FACT IT IS KIND OF IRRELEVANT THE MAIN THING BOTH PEOPLE WANT TO GET TOO IS THE GOODS, THE GOODS WERE MUY CALIENTE FOR SURE !

AFTER CLEANING UP A BIT RAN TO A STORE REPLACED HOSE, PUT ON REEBOKS, HIGH HEELS AWAY BACK TO REALITY !

 

MR SMELL GOOD!

I WANT MY CO-WORKER SO BAD… I WISH I COULD JUST TELL HIM, I AM A CHEATER DOES HE WANT TO CHEAT WITH ME ? IT WILL BE ONCE AND THAT MY WORK NAME IS FAKE BECAUSE I WANT CAREER ANONYMITY  YEAH RIGHT ! I NEED TO KEEP PULLING HIM IN MAKING HIM WANT ME BECAUSE THAT IS WHEN MEN  NEGOTIATE TERMS AND WHEN THEY WANT YOU THEY NEGOTIATE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING !

NEED TO PUT HEELS ON FOR A 3 PM MEETING OH OH ! HAVE HEELS WILL TRAVEL!

 

LITTLE PINK LIST !

I ADDED MORE PEOPLE TO MY LITTLE PINK LIST TODAY, THAT IS MY LIST OF CONQUEST POSSIBILITIES, WHERE THEY WORK, HANG OUT, ETC..  WEEKEND CHEATING IS VITAL TO MY WELL BEING FOR THE WEEK AHEAD SO I HAVE TO HAVE SOME LOGISTICS DOWN, BUT ONE HIT WONDERS &  SPUR OF THE MOMENT SPARKS SEEM TO BE MY FORTE!

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR COMMENTS I WILL RESPOND AND READ ALL OF YOUR BLOGS THIS WEEK. 

MY HOT CO-WORKER COMPLIMENTED ON HIGH HEEL SHOES TODAY (MY I WANT SEX WITH YOU NOW CALLING CARD) I KNOW I WILL HAVE HIM ALL TO MYSELF SOON, PROBLEM IS HE KNOWS MY NAME SO THIS WILL BE HIGH RISK NO ONE ELSE I CHEAT WITH KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT ME. I WILL CROSS THAT BRIDGE WHEN I GET THERE WITH THIS PERSON.

GOOD NITE ! ( I USE TO HAVE BEDROOM HEELS FOR SEX WITH MY HUSBAND NOW I HAVE AFFAIR HEELS AND WEAR SLIPPERS AT HOME !)

*SLIGHT GUILT FOR THAT !

 

MANIC MONDAY!

I SOMETIMES HAVE ANXIETY DUE TO THE SECRETS AND CHEATING, I AM HUMAN AFTER ALL, I REGRET THAT I DO NOT SHARE WHO I AM WITH MY CONQUESTS THERE ARE TIMES I WANT TO CONTACT THEM AGAIN BUT I CANNOT RISK IT.  THERE IS A GUY AT WORK I WANT CANT RISK THAT EITHER I HAVE HAD FLINGS WITH PEERS BEFORE, BUT I FEEL I AM EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO THIS GUY AND I CAN’T GO THERE, ONE HIT WONDERS ARE ALL I CAN DO, WORE HEELS TODAY OH OH !